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庶若专宠 妖瑜 2070 字 2023-03-06

身体徐徐入水,温热刹那间浸裹全身,温柔的纠缠进寸寸肌肤,通达四肢百骸,与血液一起加速窜流,流经的每一处,都舒服到令她昏昏欲睡,原本身体由里而外的痛楚都在无处不在的热流包裹下一点点减轻,云懿霆托着她,手掌轻柔的抚过她的身体,为她抚触按摩,直到水温渐凉,这才用毯子包裹里又抱回床上,上了药,又穿好衣裳,并没有过分的举动,若胭这才瞧瞧松口气,下一瞬间,却又猛然被抱紧,那人将头压在自己肩上,气息微喘,一动不动,良久,才缓缓松开。

如此,两人默契而又尴尬的相处了两天,云懿霆寸步不离的守着她,温柔体贴到让若胭不知所措,只是怯怯的警惕的盯着他,云懿霆表现出前所未有的耐心和克制力,每天两次为她更衣上药,安分守己,并无侵犯,若胭这才慢慢将悬着的心放下,年轻的身体在良药的辅助下,恢复的很快,不过两天,连疤痕都消尽无迹,看看眼前温情款款的男子,再看看光洁无痕的身体,若胭再度迷茫,莫不真的只是一场梦。

然而,瑾之这两天的气氛明显不对,从上到下都沉默着、压抑着,那天若胭的哭喊声,院子里谁又听不见,谁又敢说半个字?没有人知道缘由,可所有人都看得出来三爷对三奶奶用情至深,尤其是晓萱三人,她们跟随云懿霆多年,见惯他游戏花丛、逢场作戏,也目睹他杀人如蝼、冷血无情,如今,也亲眼看到他翻天覆地的改变,他在若胭面前柔情蜜意、细心体贴,处处将她护在身后,甚至连杀人也会刻意的避开她,不让她见到血腥。

“若胭,要是觉得家里闷,我陪你出去走走,灯会虽散,街上依旧热闹。”云懿霆轻言,那夜的若胭快乐的像个孩子,笑颜灿烂胜过整条街的灯笼与烟花,她灵巧的穿梭在人群中,兴致勃勃的欣赏街头的各种杂货、小玩意,也许,带她再去玩一次,一切又会回到从前。

若胭缓缓摇头,“灯会可娱,今日不复,我去看会书吧,三爷请自便。”起身去了书房,云懿霆看着她清瘦的背影离开,心口空空。

初夏在门口远远的向他行个礼,然后快步跟上若胭,陪她一同进去,也不多话,安静如若无人,站在她身后,看着她心不在焉的翻着书,并不说话。

“初夏,你有话就说,没话就出去吧,不必在这站着。”

初夏想了想,还是直言道,“奴婢有话要说。奴婢虽不知道发生了什么事,却也知道三奶奶受了委屈,想必三爷有行事欠妥之处,三奶奶且念在三爷一向待三奶奶用心的份上,放宽心思,三奶奶不念别的,只想想这两天三爷对三奶奶如何,奴婢私心里想着,这世上恐怕没几个男子能对妻子有这般好了,就凭这耐心,就是犯了什么天大的错事,三奶奶也该消了气了,再这样赌气下去,不冷不热的,再好的性子也要被消磨尽,三爷和三奶奶这才新婚多久,往后的日子还长着呢,三奶奶与其这样使性子,不如放一放姿态,但凡稍给些颜色,三爷心里也是欢喜的,何愁日后不顺意三奶奶?”

若胭听了这番劝解,心里酸楚芜乱,云懿霆这几天当真是鞍前马后的讨自己开心,自己岂会不知?心中早已感念柔情,只是抹不开面子,想到那天一幕,总觉得心有余悸,垂首微叹,“你先出去吧,我静坐一会。”

初夏也叹口气,轻步退出,才到门口,又折回来,禀道,“六小姐来了,三奶奶见是不见?”

若胭诧道,“归雁来,我怎么不见?有什么不对的吗?”

初夏想了想,据实说道,“这几天三爷发了话,任谁也不许来,只让三奶奶安心休息,六小姐来过两次,都没进来。”

若胭顿觉无语,心说云懿霆真是□□到一定程度了,这是要把自己囚禁起来吗?即使这样,也该允许有人来探监吧,忿忿道,“请进来,我想归雁了。”

初夏略作迟疑,就应下,往外去迎云归雁,若胭整理衣裳也往外走,恰在门口见到迎面而来的云懿霆,步子微顿,云懿霆已含笑走近,柔声道,“归雁来了,你若精神好,和她聊聊天也好,我看会书,一会过来陪你。”说着,主动拉着她的手送到厅上,自己才返回书房,若胭怔怔的看着他背影消失,沉闷的心底微微荡漾,柔情起伏。

这边云归雁已经快步跑了过来,道,“若胭,你哪里不适?三哥说你宜静宜养,不能打扰,究竟生的什么病?”

若胭哭笑不得,也不知云懿霆究竟说的什么话,只好含糊其辞,“略感疲倦而已,并无大碍,三爷谨慎了。”

云归雁上下打量若胭,果然只觉得精神欠佳些,其他并无异常,嬉笑道,“三哥也太过紧张你了,连我也不让进来,她不知道我才是给你治病的法宝么?有我陪着说笑一会,比那人参汤还要管用呢。”

若胭立刻想起早上那碗参汤,笑道,“正是,你若早些来,我也不必喝那些参汤了。”

两人说笑着并肩坐下,晓萱见三奶奶露了笑,也松口气,吩咐几个丫头将各种瓜果点心尽数摆出来,大大小小、形形色色,足有数十种,配上各色花样的盘子、碟子,琳琅满目,不需品尝,先已饱了眼福,云归雁惊道,“你们每天都备着这么多吃食吗?”

晓萱笑道,“这都是三爷安排的,恐三奶奶什么时候突然想吃却恰好没有,故而常备着。”

云归雁讶然看向云归雁,随即哈哈笑道,“若胭,我早说过,你要嫁给我三哥,必定不差,我三哥会好好待你,如今怎样?”

若胭看着那满满一桌子的吃食,心头暖暖的,只见云归雁打趣,又羞红了脸,扭头啐道,“你一个未出阁的姑娘家,尽是胡言乱语,仔细传出去,谁还敢登门提亲?”

云归雁却也红了脸,难得的显出羞涩,岔开话题说,“昨天外祖家办堂会,请了戏班子唱戏,倒是热闹,我过去走了个过场,觉得无趣,早早的就回来了,还不如在家里躺着睡觉舒服。”

若胭就笑,“这又是为什么?”

“外祖家虽是人多,却没个与我年纪相仿的表姐妹玩耍,只有一个表姐太子妃,也没什么可说的,若得再有一个能说得上话的姐妹,我自然也去的勤些。”云归雁懒洋洋的道。

若胭笑,周府的人口她大致也清楚,其实除了太子妃,闵嘉容的性子也是不错的,只她是个大忙人,大房里里外外的事都操着心,哪能像未出阁的小姐一样陪小姑子玩耍,云归雁又是个拘束不住的,若是勉强面对那几个舅妈,难免无趣。

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